Eu disse que não choraria este momento.
Prometi que seria diferente dali pra frente.
Me vesti de novos espaços e novas palavras
E me fiz forte pra não desmoronar agora.
Mas é impossivel não sentir.
Impossivel não lembrar, não me questionar,
Não pensar em como as coisas poderiam ter sido diferentes e ver aquela ponta de culpa aparecendo no horizonte...
Mas não quero masturbar tristezas, por isso não vou ficar aqui remoendo o que se passa em mim. Fico então com as melancólicas e doces palavras de uma bela canção

"Cheers darlin'
here's to you and your lover boy
cheers darlin'
i got years to wait around for you
cheers darlin'
i’ve got your wedding bells in my ear
cheers darlin'
you give me three cigarettes to smoke my tears away
and i die when you mention his name
and i lie i should have kissed you
when we were running in the rain
what am i darlin'?
a whisper in your ear?
a piece of your cake?
what am i darlin?
the boy you can fear?
or your biggest mistake?
cheers darlin'
here's to you and your lover man
cheers darlin'
i’ll just hang around and eat from a can
cheers darlin'
i got a ribbon of green on my guitar
cheers darlin'
i got a beauty queen
to sit not very far from me
i die when he comes around to take you home
i'm too shy I should have kissed you
when we were alone
what am I darlin'?
a whisper in your ear?
a piece of your cake?
what am I darlin?
the boy you can fear?
or your biggest mistake?
what am i?
here’s to you and your lover
what am i darlin’?
i got years to wait around for you"

[Cheers Darlin', Damien Rice]